I just saw this and thought that it pertained to my last post. What stands out to me out of it is the first part "She loves deep and fast. With all of herself...She'll give people all of her light, in turn struggle to understand when they don't pay that back."
Day 3: Partial Hospitalization
Today was my third day in the Partial Hospitalization program and the local hospital. However, it has been four days since I was last there due to the weekend and then Christmas holiday. I found myself happy to be back. This weekend was a lot of heightened emotion. Positive with the baby coming early, having …
I’m An Aunt
My little nephew was born on Saturday night, December 22nd. He is so tiny! 17.5 inches and just over 4lbs. Evan James, but I still call him my little Peanut π I flew down to D.C. on Monday and then back last night to see him and spend a little time with my brother and …
Day 2 – Partial Hospitalization
Yesterday I had my 2nd day of the partial hospitalization program. I did not write last night because as I was leaving for the day I got a text from my mom saying that my sister-in-law is going to be induced tomorrow (today)! The baby's due date is Jan 9th, but at their weekly routine …
Day 1- Partial Hospitalization Program
I started a 7 business day partial hospital program today. Partial hospital program sounds scary, but really it's group therapy sessions. Or so it was today. I will be honest. I am not a fan of group sessions of any kind. However, since I got into this program and I know it is ultimately for …
12/18/18: Let’s Stand Together
In one of my posts yesterday I posted a link to the song "Stand by You" Rachel Platten It is a song I have shared with friends who struggle. There are lyrics in the song that at times I wish someone would "sing" to me. Lyrics to "Stand by You" Take time to read them π I …
12/17/18: Fight Song
"Fight Song" -Rachel PlatenΒ This song just came on. I had heard it a few times once it came out on the radio, but I did not pay attention to the lyrics until I saw Caly, a 16 year old cancer patient, sing a version of this song on America's Got Talent AGT All of a sudden …
12/17/18: Something That Makes Me Happy
While I am going through a phase of depression now, I am not always depressed. For the most part I am fairly positive. Even thought this phase of depression now, I have moments of joy and happiness. What is something that makes me happy? Doing something special for someone I care about. I love birthday's …
12/17/18: The Song Creep
I love this version of the song "Creep." Her voice draws you in. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3lF2qEA2cw&feature=youtu.be
12/16/18: The Frustration with Getting Help- Part 2
I was told that the day program I was to attend was at Advocates in my home town and to be there for 9:00am on Friday. And so I arrived a little early. Once I filled out everything the secretary, who was also pretty rude, told me I would have to wait a week or …
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